Near bsnes software#

Nah mate it's an 'entertainment website' where you can 'explore abnormal psychology' whilst the members literally bang on about 'tr*nnies' and 'n*gs'. I tried putting this on pastebin so Google doesn't eat it but it wouldn't let me as it deemed it offensive (haha, pastebin thinks just discussing this is bad!) so strawberry float it. Yeah I was glad he finished his project but I did wonder if he kind of thought after that well I have achieved what I wanted to and I cant bear the struggle anymore. I'm not sure what else to say at this point. The Internet can be the best and the worst thing. These killers know this, and they do it for fun, and the fact they tend to be alt right shitlords, well what a surprise. It is so very easy to wind up neurodiverse people who basically lack the capacity to deal with things like this, although I cant imagine anyone could cope with this scale of targeted harassment. And this happens much more often than anyone would care to admit. It is precisely the total disregard for the value of human life and wellbeing from his persecutors, why someone like Near was lost. I am happy Near did manage to through the Internet, connect others and his passions and find purpose through his work. But if you live like that, you will seldom get anything done in society, find a job, find a partner, etc, this things feel impossible at times on the spectrum. I think this is really common we autism, we don't fit in, question deeply all manner of social interactions all the time, for fear of misunderstanding or being misunderstood, and so generally just tend to stay away from other people. You'll pretty much always find me working on something, as I don't enjoy leisure time.Īnyone who knows me will say I am sensitive and self critical to a fault, part of the reason I don't need most kinds of jibes is I'm already deeply aware of my own faults, so that's been an ongoing struggle with my experience with depression too. I find I'm not content unless I am working on problems that are just beyond my limits, always seeking to increase my knowledge and capabilities. I have a strong desire to understand everything, and an overwhelming drive to achieve perfection, which often leads me to implementing everything I can myself. I value honesty above politeness, and rationality above emotion. I tend to be overly sensitive and self-critical, and I am not the most adept at social graces, but I'm working on these challenges as best I can. I work alone, though I am at my best when I have friends nearby to support me. I mostly prefer to keep to my own spaces, and generally won't reach out first to others. I have also created various tools and file formats used widely within these scenes. I am most well-known for writing video game system emulators and producing Japanese-to-English video game fan translations.

My specialty is reverse engineering hardware and software.

Near bsnes software#

I'm a software engineer with 23 years of experience living in Tokyo, Japan. Near died with a sunken heart by consuming a lethal volume of two synthetic drugs in his home in Tokyo, Japan.Near wrote:Nice to meet you! Please call me Near. But the fifth one he’d consider his last, after reaching a perfection status. Each instance of which starting off from scratch in a bid to apply his growing skill in the language. His most favorite seemingly the SNES RPG Bahamut Lagoon, which he had worked on for at least five times. With a penchant for the Japanese language, Near would engage themselves in translation project for global audiences. They would eventually work on other emulators, too, expanding on more than a single platform at a time with Higan and Ares. The competing application, SNES9x, particularly, would eventually establish itself as a respectable homebrew in the scene. This comes despite themselves actively working on improving their creation. Aside from emulating 100% of the platform’s game library, they also helped in the development of another project on the same machine.